Wednesday, March 07, 2007
♥ Will you?
Almost everyday I thought about finding ways to get the old you back but you're not trying to do it yourself infact you're still living in the world full of bullshit!
Why? Am I supposed to wait and wait and wait till my last breath? You're not helping me to help you. You're so proud of yourself for that thing that you even made it into a joke. It ain't funny hor. I've been there done that and I don't want you to be in that postion too.
You used to be part of my life, very dear to me but things changes, you lead your own life and I lead mine. You're getting out of hand from bad to worst.
I have myself to blame for not taking good care of you. For not being there physically with you but you have to learn to be independant too sometimes right?
How I missed those time we had. The happiness that we shared. When my stuff was yours. When my friend was yours too. When my family was yours too. And the list go on and on and on.
Those days that we bitch about stuff we detest. Those days when I fell to the ground and you're there to lift me up. Those days when we shed tears together even when only one of us was in sorrow.
Where's that strong bitch of mine?
Bear this in mind, whatever that you're going through right now, think about other who's worst than you and they moved on and lead a better life.
Cannot stop it or addicted is a damn stupid reason.
I'm giving you all the time you need and I'm still waiting.
