Tuesday, January 22, 2008
♥ .
One after another. Close peeps of mine in DPEX is leaving like really soon. My very first supervisor whom I regard like my own brother, Damien leaving tomorrow but I heard that he will extend his stay for another month. Then come a close yet so far boyfie of mine, Atem who is also leaving DPEX for good. To concentrate on his own soon to be establish business in photography and he'll be serving the nation come March! 2 days before my birthday! How cool can that be? Argh! But then, I'm happy for him. He's achieving almost everything that he want in life and he's much much better now.
Atem, in case you stumble upon this humble blog of mine. Just want you to know even though we may not be as close as those days, you'll always be remembered.
Thank you for being there when I need someone.
Thank you for hearing all my shit over and over again even though I know you're sick and tired of it.
Thank you for not blowing your top when I didn't heed any of your advise.
Thank you for being such a pain in the ass at time.
And the list can just go on and on and on.
Whatever it is, thank you for being the greatest closeboyfie ever.
I'll treasure this friendship of us and don't you dare forget me or I'll kill you!
We shall have dinner with the usual peeps one day aite =)
On another note, I'm supposed to meet my bestgirlfriend tomorrow but we gotta cancel it! Because of some reason and it'll be brought forward to end month instead! Yeah!
And to you, you're no longer the old you that I knew. You're back to the you that I hate! The you who don't think before doing stuff. The you who always get into trouble.
You might think that we don't care about you cos we seldom meet but the truth is, we still care. I teared when I read that message of yours the other day. We're the one who organise this and that but you ended up not able to join in.
I so understand your responsilbilties but then the reason you gave me was so ridiculous.
We hope you know what you're doing.
We hope you know that we love you.
We hope you know that we care for you.
Or maybe you just don't see it? Cos we're not always there for you physically unlike the rest.
Maybe we're trying too hard to keep this bond but it feels like you're ditching yourself from us and prefer to go to that another world of yours.
We accept you as you are but can you really accept us as we are? Tell me about.
On a much brighter note,
Life been pretty good so far minus the work life though!
Work been hectic! I'll be transfering to my new desk pretty soon, nearer to that cousin of mine. *wink* And remember the weirdo woman I mention? I won't be sitting right infront of her cos she's been transfered too! *smile*
I wana start afresh, I wana sort all my shipments in details, label them and I've few cupoboards just for myself! I'm so excited but at the same time I don't like the idea of having to sit far away(even though its about 30 steps?) from Traffic Room and not able to work with Abg Yan and Nizal anymore! I'm going to miss all their craps truckloads! Don't know how am I going to adapt to that new desk of mine.
Family been great minus the unnecessary nagging from parents other than that, we're all doing so fine! It been 2 weeks since I last met the usual and I'm missing them! But I did met the 88 clan(Lia, Ika & Farhan) yesterday for dinner and love joined us too. Some cousin bonding session, problem sharing session and lil bit of bitching and joke session too! Love every minute of it.
I so can't wait for family outing on the 3rd, it will totally be different! *counting down*
Lets talk about yours truly shall we? Haha! I'm doing oh so good! I'm getting bigger (read:FAT)! I've been muching non stop! I gotta stop all those night brunch! Or I should lessen it. And I'll get on those track once I get myself a running shoe, which I will and I don't know when! Haha!
For now, I'm excited for my 21st birthday which is 2 months away. Haha! I hope everything will go on smoothly! Thanks Kak Nani for being the unpaid secretary of mine =)
Lovey dovey relationship of mine been smooth sailing even though there's some hiccups here and there which is so normal! Till this very day we still find it funny that we got together! You see, we're just colleague who SELDOM talk and here we are sharing our life together! Haha!
Some might think that its too soon for me to get into a relationship, but I don't take this as a rebound but a blessing in disguise =)
I'm blessed to have him and I'm beyond happy to have blessings from each and everyone around me =), I couldn't ask for more!
Still in honeymoon period like some say and I agree but whatever that gonna happen is all the part and parcel of life that I've to go through and I'm all ready for that!
I spent almost everyday with him and I'm loving it! He never once stop me from doing something I want to even though he hate it =p
Mohd Afiq, you're god's gift sent from above and I don't want anything else. And you don't have to try harder to do anything else. I love you shipload =p
Now, I guess my life is pretty much complete.
I've my family
I've Mohd Afiq
I've my colleagues
I've my friends
I've a job which drive me crazy sometimes
What more could I ask for?
Quite a long essay huh! I've been wanting to do this but time didn't permit me to! but I did it today! I'm feeling so so so so cold right now and I've no idea whats wrong with me! Haha!
So everyone, have a nice day y'all.
Happy thoughts always! It works for me!
Toodles .-.-.
