Wednesday, June 18, 2008
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I'm not in the mood to do any calling today and all I did today was clearing my emails! It keep coming in every minute!
Sometimes I wonder why do I still hold on to this job when it always give me heart ache, make me shed tears and even make me wanna give up on it.
I've always wanna quit and look for a whole new environment/set of people to work with. But seriously I don't wanna start from scratch, nobody does.
I rejected 2 job offer last year, one which can give me way better pay and besides its only 5 days of work. The people here always "pulled" me back from resigning. I love the people here more than my work. I love my family here even though there's some whom I loathe.
My jobscope is really really straight forward and you can start doing it if you learn it overnight. Its simple as ABC, I'm not kidding. Its just a matter whether you wanna do it or not. And sometimes I do get sick and tired of doing it over and over again.
What are annual leaves for if I can't apply as and when I want to? (Thats the reason why I prefer to apply the very last minute!) My boss wasn't happy about my upcoming leave, the reason is its MONDAY! WTH! Whats with Monday? Am I to be blame that I'm taking leave on Monday and there won't be any soul doing my work?
That make me detest my job so bad! Nobody clear my shit when I'm away. They will only do the basic which everyone here can do it! Everyone here have their own mirror partner but what about yours truly? Of courde NO, she gotta clear all the backlog by herself when she come back and when shipment went missing or not out, she'll get the blame! That's so not fair.
And this year there won't be any performance bonus for EVERYONE! Isn't that cool or what! I don't really look forward for it but still....
I was out for my fag break with my close colleague earlier and we were talking about our company improvement and nothing good coming out from our mouth. How bad can it be? And one even spend the whole day sending out her "flyers" online.
The question is, should I start distributing my "flyers" too?
