Friday, July 18, 2008
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This week been a hell of a week for me. My migraine being a bitch is one thing and my mind been thinking alot lately. Lots and lots of thing running around in my brain and I don't know how to manage it. I so wanna be free from all that. I so wanna start afresh.
Like Ita said,
"your migraine pelik, ade time table". I was crying when I received a text from her but when I read it, I laugh out loud! Idiot! But its true. This week my miragine struck me on Monday, Wednesday and this morning. This morning wasn't that bad. I took a light breakfast, ate my pain killer and I had a nap for an hour in the toilet, yes! TOILET! When I woke up, its gone! So now I know how to deal with this bitch! I really hope she will not come this Sunday, cos I don't wanna be uncomfortable for my trip to Melaka this weekend! *cross finger*
My life kinda suck right now. My family been good, work been pretty good to me as well minus off that boss of mine, I'm still so pissed off with him. Its my own life, I'm having a major financial problem right now, MAJOR! That S 11 ($) sign been on my head for the past don't know how many week. I gotta wait for 2 more week till my pay day and atleast that will put my mind at ease for a lil while before it get back to square one.
I really really need to do some financial management, and I really really need to start saving ( I know, I've been mentioning this for years now). That day will come, one fine day it will come naturally. Insyallah.
Love been a rollercoaster ride too =(. Arguements one after another but I'm thankful that we've never prolong our arguement for more than 12 hours, what happen now, must be settle once and for all at once. I'm glad. And I'm blessed to be with him. Nothing else matter now. He's always there when I need someone, he's always there to hear me cry, and he never never fail to give me words of encouragement to lift me up all over again. And I know he's always the one I turn to at the end of the day. And I really don't know what else I should do to tell him that I'm really thankful that I've got him.
Anyway, I wanna bitch a lil bit here. There's this new girl in my company here who think she's so so sexy. She never fail to wear short skirt every single day. And today she turn me off BIG TIME. She's wearing a mini skirt with our company tee(we usually dress down on Friday). And I dare bet my last dollar that when she bend down you'll surely see her "tut". Yucks! I really don't mind if she's pretty but she's not. She's big, very burok and very perasaan cantik. You should see her walk when she's in heels, macam supermodel! NOT! Sucha turn off! Even Cyrus said that she got a body like a coke not the bottle, but the can shape. Get what I mean here? Yucks yucks yucks! The way she talk, OMG! I so wanna pull her tak basoh hair! Urgh! Geli ok aku! I didn't mean to criticize people here but I really pray hard that she'll wake up and realised that people around here been talking about her elephant leg! OOpss!
I so can't wait to end work today, I'm going around Bedok/Chai Chee with to do delivery with Love later, sound exciting. I can't wait!!!
