Thursday, December 17, 2009
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Been having Migraine since Saturday and its not a nice feeling. Left work in the afternoon on Monday and went to the doctor cos I can no longer take the pain. Granted a 2 days MC only after I told off the stupid doctor.
Back to work with 4 days of backlog (Friday, Saturday, Monday & Tuesday) and Migraine decided to come early in the morning, pppeerrrfffeeecctt timing kan?
After taking my medicine and forcing myself to vomit out anything that I could then it will make me feel much much better.
I can no longer finish work on time now. And its so frustrating. At the end of the day I will feel so lethargic and always wish for miracle that January will come by really fast cos I know by then everything will go back on track.
Ouh ya......
Few days ago while walking around Tampines, from back I saw a lady in her office wear. And she look exactly like Saidah. With her concave hair. And I got excited watching her walk. She remind me of Saidah so much. Just that she's much taller than my girlfriend.
Recently, a friend pm me in fb of a link. It was a video that Saidah's ex fiancee upload in his profile. Even though its just pictures of her and him and song from Ungu. I was crying like no one's business, its like my tears pipe just burst out of nowhere.
How do one get over someone who's no longer around? Cos I'm seriously not over her. I wish I could do more when she's around. Like visit her every single day. Spend time with her even for an hour of her day that she had. I know its too late to regret cos we can't turn back time but still......
I'm seriously not in the right state of mind. At time I wish I'm right there with you Saidah.
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To you, I may not be the best but I just want you to know that you're the best thing that ever happen to me.
